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my last entry
so i wanna first thank the guys who created this layout of mine. i really aprpeciate it. salamat sa inyo. So this is my last entry to this blog. I’ll be using my new blog which isn’t still in good condition. So… ja!

shchool
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July 5,2004
Monday
Room C6

7:45am

I'm now here at C6, listening about the anatomy and physiology of the reproductinve system, in detail of course. It would be interesting in my part if mynose weren't raining down nasal discharges. Damn! Do i hate being sick! My nose is blockd. It's all red. My eyes are watery. I got a fucking headache and my throat hurts. I, who is kown at class who asks a lot of questions can't because my runny nose. Right now, the class is laughing due to a sex joke done by someone. which i didn't understand cuz i am now writning this entry.

I got just something in mind, I just noticed myself being at the center of the room. Beforem I don't tale notice of this though, mayube because subconciously, I want approval on every sides. Hard wok huh?

My molar is hurting. Corny ngayon ng mgatao. Kung pede daw magdemo sa nipple-pinching. Yehey! korneee!!!! Tangina!!!

I got lot of things in my mind. I think everybody are likethat. I wonder where I lack, I wonder were I get it wrong. I wonder how I can get respect. I wonder how to achieved approval to my family. I am treated like a kid. Maybe because I often act like one. Well, I don't like it. i plan to change it. Slowly but surely. Nice huh? One thing again, its about relationships, I think i dont have any because they see me as a person who can't take a relatioship seriously. Sometimes, Iwonder why I'm like this. Is it me? the place where i'm at? the people? I just cant find a person like me. 

I am now having goosebumps, all over my body. I wonder why? Tangina! ayaw ko ng may sakit!!!

I am now staring at Mt. Banahaw

I do not want to be fat anymore? but I love eating so much!!! Even when im not hungry, I eat. When Im bored, i eat. when im depressed, I eat. This is a BIIIIG problem. I admit, I got no self-control when it comes to eating. Maybe I'm waitng again to be attacked by a severe illness.

It is now 8:05am. My temples are pulsing. sumasakit ang batok ko. Baka tumataas ang BP ko kakaisip ng mga problema ko sa buhay...

I wonder why I am such focused on myself. I don't much thin about others. It's an "I, me myself" complex. Wonder what I can do to a better me. when i was young, I liked to be alone. Now, I don't want to be isolated. I look for acceptance, friends and companionship. But I do not have any of these. I only have I,me and myself. Whoa! Do I have a MAJOR prob here. 

8:20am 

I answered at class. Too bad its wrong. I want to learn how the mute and the deaf communicates with each others and not. that would be so cool.

9:20 

am I am so sleepy ZZZZzzzZZZzzzzZzzZZzz...

5:30 pm 

we're now studying the Apothecary System. Oh boy! What fun! NOOOOT! its hard. sarap tulugan ng sibject. i hate the numbers!!!!! the place is air conditioned which add more to my sleepiness. I really dont want to learn this because i dont like much the teacher cuz I have this impression that she doesnt like me. Fine. Whatever.

Im glad someone here is happy. at least somene is. Let the boredom and sadness to me. I am full of it today. *goosebumps*

ill get the help of lorelie. she knows what to do with me. I need to find a way to improve my communication skills. i think i lack in socialization.

Some people have giid ways if coping. some laught at it. some dont take notice of it. and some confron it head on. Me, i dont know. im too tired to think. i just need somebody that can help. Who can help me? God? the Bible? Maybe i do have to change myself. I am not growing for the better. Like now, I am so fucking tired, lazy and sleepy and i feel so lousy today. I know, Im repeating myself. 

Ami trying too hard? or am i not doing it good enough? or maybe i am doing something but in a wrong approach?

I iwish had those powers, where I can kill people with just a thought. No, no evidence. malaki na talaga problema ko...

At Last!!!
Untitled Document Friday, June 4-6, 2004
Music Played: My Sacrifice by Creed
Mood: I wanna read all of my nursing books!!! AAARRGHHH!!!!!

The Meeting of Manila and Lucena (Friday)

So what’s the date today? June 29? Yep! I know it’s late but this is a very important so I wrote it on the paper before decoding it here.

So…my sisters and I went to Manila specifically at Makati to send away my cousins going back to Las Vegas. I texted my friends Roman, Jero, Chris and Angel if we can meet today or tomorrow. I was gonna buy some anime DVD since I got oodles of moolah.

So at the condo, I went to my cousin’s room to read again his worth thousand of pesos collector’s item comics. Its more on Marvel and DC comics which I really like. We watched The Glasshouse. A good film IMO.

And since its was my first time to stay in the big city. I want to brag where we stayed hehehe…its called Twin Towers in Makati City. The place was WOW! Pure class. The people where always greeting me and they even have Japanese people living there. I had a couple in the elevator you see. Our Tita’s place also looks wonderful, they got that widescreen TV and the place was cool too cuz it’s the mall. ^.^

We gimmick at The Fort. I texted Chris and I said “pre, we’re here at the ford.” He replied “baka fort pre” LOL! He was right!!! He said he’s gonna hit the sack already so I said “galingan mo ang performance.” Wahehehehe!!! So at the Fort, I learned that its former name was Fort Santiago, aren’t I cool?! ^___^.

So I was with my cousins, the y had this ladies drink which was really good so I orderd some of it too. It was good. My other cousin was such a drunkard though, lets just say I don’t wanna be with him if hes such in a state. He’s a BIG trouble.

The BIG Event (Saturday and Sunday)

I contact Roman where’s the meeting place. He said it’s gonna be at the Glorieeta Mall. And since I don’t know the whereabouts of the stores in it, I ask for directions ahehehe ^.^ Roman’s voice has a nice timber on it *swoons* LOL!

It was raining hard.

I called also Chris and Angel *landline* and had the chance also to talk to the two of them. I was sooo nervous, Angel’s voice is so cute and sweet. I had fun talking with her *butterflies in stomach*. Too bad she’s already married to my pareng Chris. Swerte nyo sa isa’t-isa. I mean it!

At 2 in the afternoon, Jero texted me that he’s already at the mall waiting at Mcdo. I said I’m leaving already the condo. And lo and behold! I arrived at the mall with my sister and bro-in-law. They said they want to accompany me but I said they go to their businesses. I saw pareng Jero at McDo and my first impression was… whoa! Mukhang namayat ito ah. LOL! So I approached him *he didn’t see me first* and gave him a big smack on the lips *jk* wahahaha! Yun nagkamustahan kami, uli uli sa mall and I even saw the Ragnarok manga that has already three volumjes. I bought the three. And we headed back at McDo and saw Chris wearing a jacket. And I said to myself “oh wow! Mukhang lahat kami e hindi mahihirap at kitang kitang malulusog ang mga katawan” i think he gave me little hug but I didn’t return it back cuz im a bit awkward cuz im not used to it. Anyways, we were always grinning and if not grinning, its smiling o laughing with our antics. We decided to go to Virramall, we’re gonna buy the animes that I were looking for. We searched the whole mall but we didn’t had anything to buy cuz its so expensive even if its bootlegs.

Roman *our savior* arrived and brought us to the most inexpensive anime store where I bought my Cowboy Bebop, Lain and Strength of a Thousand series. We were having a showdown. For some reason, the three were having fun in my expense which I find good because I was still nervous for rejection or something. They even like the word Cantonan- a place where to buy cooked canton. ^____^.

Our next destination was Chris and Angel’s place. I saw them except Arashi. I suddenly remembered that Angel had a child. I think I had heard of it at the convos in MSN. But I already forgot about it. Their room was divine. The posters where very cool!!! We drank the booze, and played UNO. Hehehe… the place was a riot!!! I scored 3 times and the winner was Angel or Chris. At least Jero and I had the same scores. We finished the game at 3 in the morning.

Woke up in 7 in the morning, Sunday. We talked some more and after that we decided to go home and school. Nakisakay ako kena Roman. Wow! Mayaman ata si roman at ang ganda ng sasakyan!!! Talagang we 4 are the F4! Fat 4. plus isang chick si Angel.

Late Update ^.^
Untitled Document Saturday, May 28-30, 2004
Music Played: Holy Orders (or Just Be Dead) BGM in Guilty Gear X
Mood: just woke up

Mardi Gras!!! ^______^ (Friday)

This will be a bit random because I’m recollecting the events what happened last month. –juan k writing this on June 27, 2004.-

Ok… there were two things that happened that day. Its was fiesta and mardi gras at the same time and the second is that my cousins from America came home for a vacation.

W00t!!! It was mega-uber fun!!! This is my first time to join this event because I was a bit KJ in life.

I learned that South America are composed of three countries; The United States of America, Canada and Texas.

My cousin said that only in New Orleans has Mardi Gras. Many Americans go there.

My internship is on my 3rd year. I am now in my 3rd year. ?

I got three cousins who just arrived. They are Gerard, Don and Ria. They are from Las Vegas. They are gonna sleep at home.

We watched Ms. Gay. This is where gays from different baranggays compete to win the crown. It was fun. One gay there look so real though.

There was a live band. The band’s name is Anime. They don’t sing anime though. But they were hilarious. :lol

I separate myself with them so I can look for my buddies. We roamed the city. We saw lots of pretty girls ahehehe ^.^

We had some girls with, they saw this guy model and go ga-ga over him. Sheeesh…really. Anyways, I prefer another dish hehe…

I think I saw 13-15 live bands. The city was full of people that they have to closed down the road. We saw Mark Logan in the pansit event.

The Suarez’ Mansion wahahaha!!! (Saturday)

Well… dang!

My family with foreign * LOL* cousins and uncles and their family went to the Kamayan sa Palaisdaan. This is a great restaurant. We can eat by our hands. And their food is superb! *smacks lips*. Our bill was 3,000 pesos but hey, its good!

My cousins likes Chippy (red) and tsok-nat. they bought a lot of those snacks on their way home. I like Pringles (red, green and orange).

We went also to Lucban to buy some souvenirs. You know, native stuffs. We talked about Dubai. Then we went home.

At home, there already *wrapped fried bananas* turons served. We brought it on our next destination which is Unisan. This place is more rural than our place. But the place looks good.

Well… while going the Unisan, we saw Tito Danny with his convoys. We said we’re gonna stay at the mansion so that my cousins can enjoy the beach view (which was dirty and lots of jellyfish LOL). We saw my grandmother there.

No Globe signal, only Smart. Damn! I saw some pretty cool cardiovascular equipment. I guess it cost a lot from the looks of it. Hehe… I saw their caged eagle with its infant again.

On the second storey of the house, all rooms were air-conditioned. And my Tito’s son’s collection of DVD is enormous! Too bad there’s no porn and animes in it. *snickers*

We went to the sea side, the clouds formations and colors were WOW! I wish I brought a camera to take snap of it.

Late that night, a bat got inside the house. We caught it and put it to the eagle’s cage. Waiting for it be killed. Too bad it got away. ?

We slept at the mansion.

The Damn Thing Won’t Work! (Sunday)

We planned to use the jet skies, but the 2 jet skies won’t work because they aren’t used. St00pid!!!

We went to the cemetery to visit our relatives’ graves.

And I got their email addresses. ^.^

Pasayahan in Lucena ^.^
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Thursday, May 28,2004

1:03 a.m.

Music Played: none

Mood: Exuberant

 

We are now having a fiesta in our place today here at Lucena. The Bayan is closed and whole Quezon Avenue is overflowing with people. You can see lots of umm… merchandise that are sold cheaply…. About 10 pesos and up. Ther are live bands in street corners and there are lots of foods!!! Yum! Yum! Saw some batch mates at high school too.

 

I was with my friends last night. I’ll include their names now cuz I’m too lazy to put asterisks. They are Jerold, BJ (!!!), Michelle, Claudin, Karlo, Dabel, Joyce and Jing. We went to SM to watch for Bamboo but due to my friends persistence we didn’t and went to the other mall. Pacific mall has Rivermaya which we should had watched but my friends didn’t want to since they were tired standing all night waiting for them. Some girls went for some food so I escorted them inside *I was hungry too*

 

I’m now including my sister, Ate Krishna and a friend Angela *an owner of a pc rental* here. My sis was bugging me where the hell are Rivermaya and Bamboo because she want to watch it too. I said where they are but they didn’t watched it too *figures*. Angela watched Rivermaya with her brother. I thought they like Bamboo but Angela said they like Rivermaya more. So that’s that. ^.^

 

Oh yeah. Angela is a good friend. I told her the whole story of my ”pagkabasted” to Ailyn. She said some very good points. Told me the error of my ways. Gave me some tips on how to do it right. And I’m glad to be her friend. Ahehehe…

 

Jerold and I saw Rea and Lailani last night too. They were heading to Pacific Mall so we chatted some and I bugged Lailani why she isn’t texting me. Hehe… cute girl. Rea said she missed me and I told her I missed her too. She’s my constant textmate and friend you see. And she gave her cell phone to her sis so she doesn’t have now.

 

Oh yeah. I texted Chris and told him what’s happening here. He replied, “At syempre, yung magagandang chicks agad ang nakita mo hehe jowk!!! Sige, have fun pre.” I gave Chris that afternoon yesterday the package that he’s been requesting to me. It’s a manga entitled I’s.

 

Anyways, returning to the topic at hand, I was with these girls who were gonna eat. I escorted them to the food court. We bought bread and drinks. And we talked about them. About cleanliness, sanitation and hygiene.

 

got my heart broken today
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friday. may 14, 04 9pm

well... i guess this is it. She said no to me, basted ako. it really hurt. parang pinipiga ang dibdib ko. pumasok tuloy sa isip baka ipagpapalit ako dun sa isang nangliligaw na ng matagal. talagang masakit! baka pinili nya yung isa pang nangliligaw sa kanya.

pumasok lahat sa isip ko ang mga insecurities ko na naman. damn! i really hate that feeling.

i just wished hindi nya agad ako binasted. ang ikli pa lang kasi e. she didnt gave us a chance to know each other. i havent proved myself to her. or even showed how sincere i am to her to be my girlfiend. mahal na mahal ko na pa man din sya. pero ayaw nya talaga e. she wants us to be "like dati" sabi nya sa akin. "like dati" means wala lang, friends ulit, ganun. i dont blame her though, siguro nasa akin din ang problema, first time ko kasi. pero pedeng bang dahilan yun? first time? first time manligaw? what a crock of shit! ako nga siguro ang problema. now i wished di ko na lang sya nilagawan para di ako nasaktan ng ganito. sa kanya, wala lang ako e. sa akin, sya lahat. bat kaya ganun? one sided. ganun siguro talaga. 

meron pa akong tinanong sa sarili ko. mukha ba akong taong di maalam magseryoso o taong di dapat seryosohin? 

i dont know what to do. i dont know what to think. i dont even want to think! gusto kong magkulong sa kwarto at umiyak pero pinipigilan ko sarili ko. sabi nung isa kong friend, "kung di ka man sagutin, at least nasagot mo sa sarili mo if there was a chance na maging kayo at least you tried nga kung pede maging kayo." yeah, well i did, and i didnt liked the result. 

before, i was full of hope. optimist talaga ako. yun siguro naging downfall ko kaya ganito kalakas ang impact ng sagot nya sa akin. di naman ako nagalit sa kanya e. siguro konti lang. mahal ko pa rin sya kahit binasted nya ako. i wonder kung kelan ko sya malilimutan? baka hindi na. o kaya matagal pa. kasi ayaw ko pa syang pakawalan e. 

sabi ko dati sa sarili ko, "love love?? corny naman nyan e. totoo ba yan? ang babata nyo pa yan agad ang iniisip nyo. sa tingin mo ba naman e totoo na yan nararamdaman nyo sa isat-isa? baka naman lust yan at di love?" ganyan ako nuon. pero nung ako tinamaan, talagang tinamaan ako. There is love. bad trip nga lang at di sya reciprocated. yun ang masakit. at least, i proved that i can love. nagawa ko na. mahal ko pa rin sya kahit ganito ang nangyari.

sige. meron nga pala ako picture nya. tingnan ko lang picture nya at magsesenti lang ako. :( 

 

Yup. That all about it for today.

She is Still Free!!! Whee!!!
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Friday, April 30, 2004

12:00 p.m.

Music Played: Hitori No Yoru by Porno Graffiti

Mood: I feel normal *how odd LOL* ^.^

 

She is Still Free!!! Whee!!!

 

Woke up early today and saw my 2nd brother watching The Order. The film was already at the end, where the priest became the new Sin Eater. He left after the film and so I restart it and went again online. I was looking for some links where to download the Sakray client and its patches. No success though. So I just read my mangas *instead or reviewing LOL*. I saw that this coming Saturday there will be no new chapters because there is a holiday in Japan.

 

After the household woke up, the house again is noisy and so I can not concentrate on what I am doing. I have to force my nephew again to eat his breakfast *this is a routine. I’ll shout, he’ll cry, I’ll shout some more then he will eat* I’m quite pissed.

 

The house is so noisy, in chaos and disarrayed and it’s giving me a headache and it is still morning!!! I planned to go my friend’s house and I did. Too bad for me because he was jogging and he’ll be going to another town. So I have no more options so to school library I went. There I reviewed my notes for Microbiology. Some friends were already there *reviewing too*. I went upstairs to the Nursing Section because it’s empty. I need my peace and quiet.

 

I ate lunch early due to that I didn’t eat breakfast that morning. I saw a classmate with herpes on his lips. Tsk tsk…I pity the guy. Tsk tsk… wonder who he got it from.

 

The exam was royally difficult! I am pretty fucking sure I didn’t pass!!! We guys insisted to have a project or a research so we can pass the subject. The profs agreed. Yahoo!!! We just have to look for some new discoveries ranging from 2000 to 2004 about Microbiology. *I just remembered my Xenogears collection which is now gone.* A friend just told me that it’s more enjoyable to watch Naruto at Mapua because the people there really dig the anime. They scream, clap, booed and have a good time.

 

Saw love today, she wants me taught her how to put the images in the cel phone through the pc and so I did. I just remember that there is no boyfriend it’s all a hoax. Woot! The guy she was with was no other than a persistent annoying suitor who got turned down a lot already by her.

 

I went to sis’ office; just want to make my head cleared because I have a lot on my mind. After that, I went back to Cyberville, saved my favorites and downloaded the stuffs I need in RO. That nightm I went to the mall to see sis and also to buy some blank cd so I can write the RO game. We ate at Tokyo Tokyo. Ka-text ko non ang isang girl na friend. She was sad because she still misses her ex-BF. I just consoled her and cheered her up.

 

Yup. That all about it for today.

HAHAHA!!! ZZZzzz…*guffaws*
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Thursday, April 29, 2004

8:36 p.m.

Music Played: Every Heart by BoA

Mood: *yawn* Where am I? *ZZZzzzz…*

 

HAHAHA!!! ZZZzzz…*guffaws*

 

I received this message from friends. It says something like this:

 

Fog must than mow see who one, tea knee gas sun, the hill sea in die, who bought who bad. Bull ball knee in die eye money peace!

Thing nun mow see who one, who bought who bad the hill see in die I who bad rein. Nag yak cup seal a at who me gas a comma.

 

It was so funny! Hahaha!!! I forwarded it to my bro because both of us have Juan in our names hehehe. Good stuff.

               

I ‘m still thinking about her. So just to make myself not forget, I copied the testimonial that I gave her. It’s like this:

 

basahin mo to at sasakalin kita pag hindi!!! LMAO!

 

si **lyn ay kaibigan ko na nang matagal tagal na. i met her last 2002 sa sakre. bano pa ako nuon sa kanya kasi galing syang mindanao specifically davao aba syempre, san ka ba naman makakakita nang tao galing mindanao hahaha e first impression ko dun sa lugar na yon e "terorista"... aba e di ang ginawa ko ininterview ko sya... "ano sa inyo ang i love you" stuffs like that... anyways, natutunan ko naman yun pagsalita nung dialect nila yun nga lang nalimutan ko na... papaturo nga ulit ako pagnagkita kami eh.

 

naalala ko pa hagas na hagas ako nuon sa yo kasi akala ko e nasa mindanao parents mo. nagisip pa ako na "naku... kawawa naman sya...di nya kasama sa pasko ang kanyang parents". yun pala e mali ako LOL!!! kakahiya yun...^o^

 

nung una di ko masyadong pinapansin si **lyn kasi meron syang sariling barkada... at ako naman e laging kasama e iba  rin.... wala pa ako nung cel phone *ako lang ata ang taong walang cel nung mga araw na yun* so di ko sya natetext. so yun...magkaklase kami nung first year pero di masyadong nakakapagusap... but merong nagbago... ewan ko kung ano but nang magkita ulit kami nung 2nd year may nakita ako ke ailyn na di ko nakita nuon... para bang bumisilak *korneeeeee over nyork* sya sa ganda... kaya yun... pasulyap sulyap ako sa kanya *blush* ....*para ata akong napaghahalata na sira hahaha!!*

 

si **lyn ay naging confidant ko rin dati... di ko lang maalala kung anong mga help or sikreto pinagsasabi ko dyan.

 

di ko nga alam  kung bakit niloloko tong tomboy e sa akin babaeng babae si **lyn. bat nga ba **lyn??? iba rin ang nakakracrushan nitong babeng ito. *grins*

 

papansin din ito sa pe. e di kami e di maalam maglangoy... yung bang kami e di na magkaugaga at baka kami malunod but lo ang behold! meron palang marina sa aming klase... dyaran!!! aba, nung nakita naming magswimming si **lyn nagtigilan lahat ng klase...tinititigan ang kanyang mga smooth strokes na ginagawa sobrang gandang pagmasdan *ok...so hindi naman talaga sya sobra, nevertheless maganda pa rin ahehehe* at aming natuklasan na dating swimmer pala sya... pinagtataka ko nga lang kapag we are giving praise to her skills...para bang naiinis sya o biglang na lang nyang iseset aside yung mga sinabi namin...na para bang "wala lang"... baka imagination ko lang pati yun ahehehe ^.^

 

isa ko pang nahalata ke **lyn e mahilig ngumuya... as in! nguya ng nguya sya... papel, damo, kahoy, buhok, plastik nginunguya nya...meron pa nga syang tinga ng dahon pag minsan e. pero di nya nilulumod syempre... LOL!! joke joke joke! hehe sa judge talaga mahilig sa **lyn. sayang at di na ako nagbububble gum e *peace*. oi in fairness maganda ngumiti si **lyn ha. yun bang pagngumiti sya e mapapatigil ka na lang yung bang parang natigalgal ka sa ganda ...para bang naiputan ng ibong adarna at di na makakilos at naging bato na. yun ang effect ng smile ni **lyn kaya beware!!! wag papahuli ahehehe ^0^ joke ulit my friend.

 

isa nga pala si **lyn sa mga tumulong sa akin para makapasa sa stat. kasi ang dami ko walang sagot. si d*b*l  yung isa pang tumulong...thank you sa inyong 2 *mwah!*

 

ayun... no pa ba??? wala na akong maisip... hmm...ang daming cel number nito ewan ko kung bakit ang dami nitong numbers.... di na siguro magkasya sa address book sa dami ng mga friends nito... ahehehe ^.^

 

ummm... ito yung traditional na makikita sa mga testi... maganda, matalino, mabait, caring, kind, forgiving, loving, patient, good sense of humor, a good friend *para ka nang si jesus! LOL*

 

oi dito na lang. pagpasensyahan mo na to at ganito talaga ako manggawa ng testi... love yah! tsup...este... MWAHMWAHMWAH!!! *para naman makabagong panahon ang tunog ng kiss*

 

see ya friend!

 

I guess I’m really hooked to this girl. Gack!

 

I woke up early again. I grabbed my cel phone and saw that J*n*s left me a message about Photoshop 8, he said he needs a crack for it because what he has is already expired. I said I’ll go look into it and see if I can find any. I went online and downloaded the latest chapter of Naruto from the other website which is better than the other one that I downloaded. After reading that, I saw my brother, while opening door, watching some hentai in DVD. He said that I should scoot and reviewed upstairs. I did and reviewed on my room. He left early too because he is campaigning for my cousin who is running for Vive-Governor.

 

I went to school and took the exam at 8. my classmate already has a kodigo ready in his sleeves. Hehe…bad guy. I also made one, but I wrote it in the chair. Too bad I didn’t have the chance to use it because the prof told me to go to the other side of the room and sit there. We went to Jollibee with the girls. Us guys grabbed this pack of scratch-to-win stubs. No one got a winner stub. Damn! What a waste.

 

We went to Cathedral because the girls prayed for us to pass the next exam for tomorrow because the exam was a super-mega hard exam. And boy, do we need miracles. I learned that my two buds have different religions, one is a Protestant and the other is a Born Again. We shared our thoughts about God. Since I do not have much knowledge to those religions, I asked them a few to satisfy my curiosity. They said that Catholics have so many bad or wrong acts like praising Mary and saints etc… I listened and made no comment. We then talked about the Eli Soriano, founder of Dating Daan. We even talked about Iglesia Ni Cristo. I was surprised that we 4 hate IGC immensely especially that program they have in our local t.v. na kung tirahin ang mga ibang religions e parang sila ang tama at ang iba e hinde. At the end, we conclude that facts are not important, what is important is that you have faith and you believe that there is a GOD. And that is everything.

 

We went to Delgic, they bought some porn (scandals) and hentai. I saw this DVD copy of Spirited Away for a buck. I’m gonna buy that this coming week. We went to J*rw*n’s house so we can watched the films. Bad news is the parents where there so we just installed Ragnarok Offline and taught them how to make it speak in Tagalog hehe… we ate tinolang manok for lunch and decided to go to our’s and watched some XXX. I served them some halo-halo for refreshments. They said it was delilicious. Good. They left after watching some and I took a siesta for an hour.

 

Watched Naruto and then played RO hee..hee… I love this game! I am sure when I returned in Ragnarok Online I’ll know what build to use for my characters.

 

Wish me luck for second to the last exam!

 

Ps: Whats the difference between murder and homicide?

I gotta get home now. Hysterical, they are.
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Wednesday, April 28, 2004

8:36 p.m.

Music Played: Every Heart by BoA

Mood: *yawn* Where am I? *ZZZzzzz…*

 

I gotta get home now. Hysterical, they are.

 

I woke up 5 in the morning because I heard some thumping at the stair. I opened my eyes and see R*ffy already awake. He went to my room because I forgot to close the lights. We chatted for a while, mostly Ragnarok Offline. I borrowed the game from a friend. When I installed it at home, I can’t figure the configuration so I lent it to him so that he can figure it out. He can’t too ^.^. We went to Delgic *a store of pirated games and movies but they sell also sell some origs*, and ask the owner how to make the game work. He taught us two how configure the game. Hehe…we can play the game!!! So I treat him at McDonald’s. We installed it again at his home and after some time, we are playing it! W00t!!! He played until midnight, I think.

 

I ate 2 servings of hot spicy ramen for breakfast with water. I really don’t drink juice *powdered one* so I drink tap water. But I do drink pure fruit juices and fruit shakes. I also like spicy foods. At 6, he went to the mall for some jogging, so I was left alone. I turn on the tube and switched to Animal Planet. It’s about turtles.

 

I reviewed for my midterm exam that morning; we have one major exam in Philippine History at 1 o’clock in the afternoon. The exam was a walk in the park! I’m I passed the exam! I watched also AXN, I’m a bit frustrated because they don’t have any good animes anymore. After the exam, I went to Cyberville to upload my entries. I didn’t stay long due to that I still have major exam tomorrow morning.

 

I returned at R*ffy’s house, I packed my bags because I’m returning home. I siesta’ed at the sofa and woke up 6:00 p.m. I told him I gotta get home already. I really don’t want to go home pa because it’s so noisy there due to my nephew who doesn’t know when to shut his trap. I ate fish and rice for dinner and now gonna review for my exam. Ciao!

 

Ps: I caught a glimpse of her today, too bad she was far.

What Will Happen to Me Now?
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Tuesday, April 27, 2004

10:00 p.m.

Music Played: Haruka Kanata *Second OP Theme of Naruto*

Mood: Worried

 

What Will Happen to Me Now?

 

I was really worried and depressed because my love was seen at McDonalds yesterday evening with another man *she is so secretive and mysterious too*. My buddy saw her there with this guy with tattoos on his arms. What entered to my mind was, “Tangina! Ang bagal ko kasi e!!!” I was frantic! I need to hear it from her own words. After class, I saw her and asked if it’s true. She didn’t answer first. So I pestered her until she says it to me. What she said really isn’t an answer. Like I need to guess if what she said was true or not because she said that he’s not her boyfriend. But I feel in my gut she is hiding something from me. She hugged me, you know, that kind of hug of friends. I didn’t hug back. Not my thing. I was all smiles, that kind of smile na abot hanggang tenga. She text’ed *SMS* me 4 messages. It really hurt because I was such a weakling when it comes to this kind. Damn! Damn! And double damn!!! So what happened? Nothing! Damn! Damn! And double damn!!! Now I’m pretty sure she has already a boyfriend. So here I am, feeling sorry for myself. Like I want to kill myself or kill someone. One reason that I don’t have any girlfriend is because I’m afraid of rejection. I just can’t umm… di ko kaya maging bigo ba. Yung bang… ewan… kahit sa Tagalog nahihirapan ako magexplain.

 

I have a very few good friends. And one of them asked me why I don’t have a GF. My answer was kasi torpe ako. Haay… I am now sure I want change myself; I think this time of my life is where I have to think what will happen to me. If I should be this or be that. A girl friend told me that I should change my life because I was not growing. I got pissed with that remark but when I did think about it, I guess I am nowhere still. But hey, not all of them are bad, some of it are great! OtakuASK for example. I have now friends there. ^0^

 

Anyways, let’s stop on that. Let me continue what happen this day after the event. If you didn’t know, I was with my bud’s house where I slept for two whole days. I just want a change of scenery. And his parents are not here. So I took the opportunity. Since we don’t have cable, I watched all evening at Discovery and Animal Planet. I love animals since I was a kid. Can’t get enough of them. ^o^

 

At school, I saw B*b*l, my sister’s best friend. She was here at school because she’ll be teaching us all about Nursing. She is a certified nurse so she applied to be one of the clinical instructors. We had this quiz in History *vomits* and I passed thanks to my notebook where I keep it open while taking the quiz. Hehe...how bad of me. At Microbio, the prof, dahil sa awa after seeing our sad faces e he gave the first initials and the last letters for the items in the exam. I was so glad because I passed it with the help of the prof too ^o^;; I got some new cel numbers from my classmates. *Note* gonna add them to my list in Chikka.

Damning the World! Mwahahaha!!!
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Monday, April 26, 2004

12:00 p.m.

Music Played: The Garden of Everything a theme fro RahXephon

Mood: Frustrated… due to the number of photocopies.

 

I think you know guys, that photocopying costs money? Well… we are getting a lot today and it is rally using my allowance. I am not from a rich family and because we are poor, I decided to take up Nursing, to have money in the States. Kinukumbinsi ko na lang myself that I’m doing this for my future and all these things are needed from the following years. I plan to load my cel phone or 50.00 pesos. I ate hotdogs and fried rice for breakfast.

 

I’m shocked because my prof *who was always late* arrived 30 minutes advance than us his students. And since I was late, my notes are incomplete.

 

I went to R*ffy’s house after class, he gave me some tips on how to get a cel phone of my choice. Hehe… loko talaga yun. At the next class, we had our exam in which I passed because I drank my Vitamin A *good eyesight* hehehe ^0^. She gave us another assignment which was not on the book, which means we have to go to the library to search for it *kabwisit!*. In the next class, I asked something about urine sterility, I said that urine is sterile. Of course, talo ako because the prof didn’t agree with me. Well…the information where I got that fact is not that reliable which is from rotten.com.

 

Saw my Japanese friend, she said the CD I gave her isn’t working, I said I’ll give her a new one after I’m finished with my other things. She was with this girl who I forgot her name, this girl was a classmate of mine in swimming class. She is sexy and owns a nice pair of legs and boobs *grins* ^.^

 

Dismissal time, I watched Naruto at my friend’s home. I decided to have a sleep over there for three days and two nights just for the heck of it. I’m writing this at his home of course. He showed what he can do on Visual Basic like creating calculator and stuffs like that. I am impressed since I can not do it. He requested if I can lend him my installers for the PC. I said I will if I have it. He’s a good friend.

 

I received some messages from R*m*n (Suoh), he said he had already read my beta version of my blog. He offered to help me but I said I didn’t have time for it so maybe next time na lang pare. Thank you!!!

 

2 questions: if nipples of women are for breastfeeding, then what of men’s? my second one is why is there a tingling sensation after peeing?

My Body is Aching...
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Sunday, April 25, 2004

11:30 p.m.

Music Played: No Woman No Cry by Bob Marley

Mood: Tired… Uber…

 

This morning, my brother was knocking my door for a while and since I was still asleep, I didn’t open the door. The gardener (Aling Y*ll**), was not at home because because her daughter is giving birth and she needs to e in the hospital. So I was ordered by the Most High *si Nanay* to water the plants. It took about an hour and a half to finish it.

 

I played badminton at Grand Central Terminal with my sister and some with her friends. I played singles and doubles. We won because my partner was good. I’m just an amateur. My muscles were aching all day so went to Chow King a fast food chain and ordered halo-halo.

 

I reviewed for tomorrows but stupid of me, I reviewed the wrong subject. I was lucky that the exam for tomorrow was postponed.

 

I downloaded the latest chapters from Naruto and Hunter X Hunter. For a summary, the Sand team (Gaara, Kankuro and Tamari), are fighting the Sound nins. In Hunter x Hunter, the Queen dies but gave birth to a new baby. As far as I know, Naruto is still number 1 for me.

I met an Old Friend
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Saturday, April 24, 2004

12:00 p.m.

Music Played: Erase and Rewind by the Cardigans

Mood: Sleepy but I’m getting there…

 

I woke up 5 in the morning. I noticed that my account has only an hour left before it becomes completely consumed. A bit sad because I was hoping some eggs and fried rice for breakfast. Instead, there’s only oatmeal. Our maid will go to the market this morning so the fridge can be replenished. Ahehe ^o^ I ordered her to buy some fresh mangoes and the ingredients needed for halo-halo. The stocks for halo-halo last week is already consumed by the family. I was again late for class because of two stupid incidents that happened. First was, while I was waiting for the jeep I suddenly remembered that I don’t have my allowance so I ran *pant pant* back to the house. After that, as I was entering the campus, the guard won’t let me enter. He said that I already know that wearing shorts are not allowed. I said that my pants are already used and I don’t have any spares *I only have two pants. I like shorts you see*. The guard won’t still let me in and I’m already 15 minutes late. And do you know what I did? I ran again *pantpant* to the house of my buddy who aren’t taking any classes this summer and there I borrowed some pants. Damn! Damn! Damn!!! I’m thirty fucking minutes late. I’m already soaked with sweat and I’m already pissed!!! I entered the campus and ran to class. Thank God the prof was also late! The thing I only regretted was I ran making myself tired and sweaty. It was a good thing the air conditioners were on. We had another new prof *a profesora*, I like the style of hear teaching.

 

After class, I was happy. There was no History so we went to the mall. We saw another classmate who was also going to the mall. The F4 *LOL* and two other girls requested if we can hitch a ride since his car is a van. He let us. W00t! We saved a lot of money for the fare. Dw*ght, the owner of the van, told me that he already has the RO cd *cough* *Ragnarok* *cough* *Offline* hehe… I think that’s good news. He’ll lend it to me on Monday. We went to the mall to buy some housings for the gals, we were there to help them choose what’s cool or what not. At 11:30, we decided to go to the food court. I ordered fried chicken *my fave* and 2 cups of rice. We talked about our department’s clinical instructors. One C.I. is the terror while the other C.I. has a favorite. We shared our wicked thoughts what to do with these people, like cutting their head off and hang them like Hermano Pule *a Philippine patriot*. We saw Dw*ght and called him, asked him if he already has eaten his lunch, he said yes. So we head out and went to school.

 

I saw **lyn at the corridor, I think I’m falling for this girl even she doesn’t take much notice of me. So I approached her saw that she a new cel phone *everybody has so new things these days*. She took a picture of me *I was thinking of having a pic with her though*. I plan to asked her out and see if we can work a relationship *it will be my first time, mind you*. She is so nice and sweetJ. One skill that she is good at is swimming. She can really do her stuffs. Too bad she doesn’t wear a 2 piece. She, I think is on the shy side too when it comes to her physical appearance. I remember when she saved M*ch**l* from drowning, I was really impressed with her. I fell like kissing the girl on that time. Of course, I stopped myself ahehehe ^.^’’. She is also my confidant because one time I shared some of my thoughts, don’t remember what I confided though, it was 2 years ago. But she did help me and she is really so malambing and all that. One thing I noticed about her attitude is that when people gives praises or comments on her she doesn’t take any notice of it. Like, it was nothing to her. But she is never maarte. Instead, she is simple. She doesn’t wear any make-up yet she is so beautiful. Even, she is dark-skinned or olive-skinned *smacks lips*, she is the fairest of the land *hwow!!!* I like/love this girl so much I can’t even disgrace her when I fantasize *you know what I mean* in bed.

 

At class, I feel such a jerk because I suddenly answered the prof’s question that was not intended for me but for another one. Geez… I was so embarrassed and I feel stupid. I noticed that my bag is getting heavier. The cause? It is so full of photocopies!!! It’s already 3 inches thick. We do not use textbooks so we photocopy the textbooks since books cost a lot. And we have to save money too. I was not listening at class, so we played vitay with my buddy. The words that need to be deduced are medical terms. Hehe… I won the game. 4-2

 

Dismissal time! At last! The prof gave another batch of copies to be reproduced. We photocopied the papers outside the campus since it’s clearer than the school’s. I removed myself from the group because I have to return the clothes I borrowed. I went to R*ffy’s house. We haven’t seen each other for a while. So we catch up on things. He invited me for sleep-over because the parents and his bro and sis were with Agot Isidro *an artist* in Baguio or Manila for the coming week *not sure of the two*. I told him that I’ll be thinking about the offer. We went out to the cathedral to have an early mass. His parents were also there. I saw some classmates who were also there. After the mass, we went to the mall to buy some food supplements. (anak ng putah!!! Nawawala ang English ko!!!). We talked about fraternities, specifically the APO (Alpha Phi Omega). As far as I know, it’s an international fraternity. He has lot of knowledge about this group because his friends or karesbak in times of trouble are the APO. He taught me lot of things about the APO. Like the lords, members, neophytes, tickler (?), baptize (initiation rites), the do’s and don’ts such as a neophyte should bow down to a his/her elders and all of the members of the group. He said some things about the process of putting markings on the bagong-sali. They apply fresh-from-out-of-the-flame one peso coin and put it thrice on the deltoid creating a triangle.

 

His father treats us at Buddy’s for pansit and sizzling pork. My temples ached after the meal. But I recovered after some time. I went home after that episode and that’s what has happened for the day.

Damn! Writing is Sure ain’t Easy!
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Friday, April 23, 2004

8:27 p.m.

Music Played: Haruka Kanata (2nd OP theme of Naruto)

Mood: Sleepy and full. I just finished my dinner.

 

Damn! Writing is Sure ain’t Easy!

 

I’m thinking a lot of things today, my mind is all mixed-up. I just found out today that I have this attitude to be makulit and a yakker at class. I woke up late and I’m sure I’m gonna be late for class. I didn’t take a shower and used my pants that was already in the hamper. I was in a hurry. Of course even if I’m late, I still have time post something at the OtakuASK. I can’t find where Capoeira’s (J*r*m*l) blog. I wonder where it is. Also text’ed (SMS) some people. Anyways, I was already late for class so I zoomed out the house, and wait for a jeep to arrive and fetch me. The jeepney driver doesn’t have any change for 5 pesos, I was annoyed about that because I have to wait for the change *maybe because I’m such in a hurry*.

 

While I was going to the 3rd floor of the college building, Ana called me. Hehe… Ana is so pretty… too bad she got wang-wang boy. She was asking if I got her message and I said I did. We always exchange messages since the time we come apart because the 4 BSN sections got scrambled and we got separated. I noticed she’s getting slimmer *and sexier*. I heard it also from her that she is able to sleep regularly now since she had insomnia before *which I made this theory that the cause of her lack of sleep is the death of her father*.

 

Class was held at the Demonstration Room. I went to the back of the room so that I can hide from him since I’m gonna doze for a while. He even forgot about the chiropractor that he said he’s gonna make a research about it. The prof announced that there will be no classes tomorrow. Yahoo!!! What joy!!! At Phil. Histo. We had long exam. I’m sure I failed it. Damn that woman! It was her fault that I got low grades at PH. Why did she have to separate me from the people who knows the answers? AAAAAH!!! Anyways, we convinced her not to teach class tomorrow too since she is already done for the midterms. My buddy last semester called me that he wants to makisabay in lunch. I complied of course since it’s been a while since I last saw him.

 

After eating lunch, we went to the library to have ourselves cool-up because the place is air-conditioned. We played a game there where the objective is to make 3 coins make a straight line. It was a fun game!!! ^o^

 

In Microbio, we talked about AIDS: where and how to get infected by it, etc…it was fun. We even got strayed from the topic: it became aphrodisiacs, what sources for increased libidinal energy, why people titillate those stuffs LMAO! Good times! I asked if its possible to get AIDS from a mosquito who just have bitten an AIDS-infected person. He said it’s possible but he is not 100% sure.

 

A question: if I smell the odor of feces, am I also inhaling the microbes of the feces?

What Happened Today?
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Thursday, April 22, 2004

11:00 p.m.

Music Played: Pray (Hunter x Hunter: Greed Island OP Theme)

Mood: Err…tired mostly and pissed

 

What Happened Today?

 

(I’m censoring some names here… don’t know if I’ll continue this in the future or not.)

 

I woke up about four in the morning. I decided to review but another idea came out and so I head off to the p.c. and went online. I sent some messages to my friends and classmates *4 in the morning!* which was mostly made of love quotes and of course I sent it to my lady friends *grins*. While I was sending the messages, one of the doors at the house suddenly opens and I saw my Ate *older sister* holding her baby. I looked at the time and it was only 4:30 so I asked her why she is already up. She said she needs to use the p.c. *that means I have to give it to her while I was not still finished sending messages grr…*.  She gave me the baby. I asked about my tuition fees because I’m still not fully paid. She gave me then P2, 500 for it. Hehe…it’s so nice to have Ate. LOL!!!

 

I went off to school. At NMC, the prof educated us in matters of the bones… I asked him about a chiropractor. He doesn’t know anything about it. So he said he’ll make a research for it. I was fine by that. It was already 8 in the morning and I’m already sweating bullets. It is SO HOOOOOT!!! NCM is a 2 hour subject so I have to endure the heat. Good thing I brought my hanky. I never leave the house without one. After the class, we had our recess. Hehe…forgot to add that I am with 3 guys and a girl. We call ourselves the F4. We laugh our hearts out with that not-so-funny joke. The “Shan Cai” in the group left because she has her peer. We guys went out to the pansitan *ramen house?* and found some of our classmates already there. After the meal, we had our chat and stuffs and I went to the other table because I saw L*n. She looks troubled and she told me that she has scoliosis. Her companion at that time told me that she’s been drinking a lot of milk after finding that out. I was sad because we share these diseases that can be said “incurable”. She said that it was a good thing it was already seen because it might have been too late. No wonder she always make me massage her back. I recall last December when my gout attacked me. Ugh… an unforgettable incident. I told her that episode about me. Hope she gets better because I feel that she lost some faith and self-esteem about herself.

 

We return at the campus for our next class, Philippine History *whoop pee doo!*. We talked about our dead heroes especially Rizal. I learned that some people made a religion that makes Jose Rizal as Jesus reincarnated. I raised my eyebrows with that statement but made no comment with that. Instead, we took out our photocopies of the topic and made fun of our heroes’ faces *baaad Juan*. We drew Gokou’s hair stuffs like that. It was a boring subject. I ZZZzzzzzz…was waiting for the bell to ring.

 

We *F2 only* ate our lunch, nothing of importance there.

 

For Microbiology, we studied the indigenous microbiota living in our body. This subject is really my favorite because this is where I shine most. I just learned a medical term: desiccation which is a process for complete dryness. So we at class start making sentences like, “My skin is very desiccated today, must be the weather.” We laughed at that one. LOL!!!

 

Outside school after class, I went to the nearby internet rental shop. So I can get those yummy images at deviantart. The problem was the pics weren’t showing so I skipped it and left. But after I was leaving, I saw a former classmate browsing her list of friends in friendster. She called me and I said hi. I left the store and wait for a jeep *main public transportation in the Philippines*. K*nn* went out the store too and I noticed her new hair style. I said it doesn’t suit her, I joked *which was half meant*. She got miffed about that remark but she was laughing. I asked where her car is since I didn’t see it at parking space. She said she wasn’t using because her dad will upgrade her car. My eyes gleamed and my mouth smiled widely. I was thinking of what color should be for her. I said pink but she wants black. We squabbled for a few minutes. She said that she’ll call me when her car is done. W00t! What a day!

 

I went to my sister’s boyfriend’s office, I’m waiting for my other Ate since we’ll be looking for a new housing for my cel phone. Her boyfriend made some remark about that and I got pissed but again I didn’t tell it verbally to him so I told it to Ate. It’s a long story but to make it short, I bought 2 new housing for my cel phone. I even paid for it. Wow! :D

 

The 4 of us *including my older brother* went to a despedida party *goodbye party?* because a friend was leaving that night to Ireland. Then I remembered something! I forgot to pay my tuition fees. I’ll just pay it tomorrow.

 

Note: Gotta add that thing where people can reply to my posts. Don’t know where to look…

The First¡K *hokage?* n.n
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Wednesday, April 21,2004

5:25 p.m.

Music Played: Boy's Heart (OP theme of Astroboy)

Mood: I feel good and satisfied. Ahehehe… ^0^

 

The First… *hokage?* n.n

 

First of all, I want to thank Chris and Angel for my blog. Without them, I would have failed miserably… *I think that’s a quote from a movie/book LOL* I also want to express my thanks to my friends at OtakuASK who gave their utmost support and guidance for choosing what web journal that I should choose and also the layout, color and theme to select. I LOVE YOU GUYS!!!

 

This is my first official entry to my blog. I should have already posted something last April 19 but due to some real life troubles, I got suspended from making that entry because I need to review for my upcoming exams. I’m also thinking whether to stick to English or Tagalog because I hate…well… not really hate but I feel I can express myself more in my own vernacular *LOL! I heard that word just this morning at school*. After some hard thinking *really hard* I decided to speak English with some very few Tagalog. Anyways, enough of that…

 

Last 2 years *or so*, I was against this blog-thing because I believe it will invade my privacy or something like that. One reason too is that I feel too lazy to do it since I have a small knowledge in making web pages. Yeah…I know that there is the MS FrontPage that was taught at school but as I had said, I’m too lazy to do it ^o^. So what changed my mind? Many things I suppose, but mainly, I just want to have one just for the heck of it. Another one is I had this idea *scary…* to be ummm…truthful and honest as I can be and to put as many as possible information about me *don’t ask where I got that stupid idea* yeah…that’s just about it.

 

Brb…

 

7:25 p.m.

 

All right! I’m just done with my dinner *rice and pork chops with some veggies*. I was called by my mother to discipline my nephew. Geez… my nephew is so stubborn that is why I’m the one who needs to straighten him out. My voice was so loud at that time that I’m so sure by blood pressure increased. Don’t know if it worked though…

 

Anyways, my activities at school *I’m having summer classes* are only 3 but they are HARD. One is about Microbiology, the other is Philippine History and the last is Nursing Care Management. These subjects are my majors and I want to pass them all so can go to the next level. On these three, my favorite and most hated is Microbiology. Why you ask? It’s because my professor *a profesora to be more precise hehe…* is one mega-uber-nose-bleeding-can’t-get-my-eyes-off-her babe. She’s pretty *not sexy* and she is so sweet when she teaches class. The guys and I go ga-ga over her. She has that aura thing that make guys look twice…you know what I mean? Ok…I think you got it already…J. The negative part of it though is even if she loves her subject, we studs er… students just can’t level with her high intellect. But she’s so nice. She gives us hard exams but she gives hints to some items. And when we do not understand the topic for the day, she repeats it again for us. What a gal!

 

Hmm…I got good grades today. I’m happy *pats back*. I just gave a friend of mine some of my Japanese songs because she loves the stuffs and I gave another CD to another friend who loves porn *nosebleed*. Errr…should I be writing this? I know this is a diary but you guys are reading it LOL! Naah, I trust you guys. J

 

I watched Naruto today at our local TV station. We are on the episode where they passed the 2nd test for the Chuunin Examination. Man! I love the songs here! *sings Wind*. I’m a bit disappointed because I’m waiting for the new chapter to be released! Can’t wait for Gaara to kick some ass!!! Sabaku SouSou!!!

 

I just remember! I’m gonna polish this blog! Going to add some links to it etc…make some calls to my friends, text *SMS* some quotes to my loves ones. Oh yeah! I signed up in Deviantart, visit sometime my works here. *head bangs* Gotta have the cel numbers of my friends from the foreign countries since Chikka can now send messages in the States. I’ll also have to announce this blog at the OtakuASK forum…I have some questions about Chris buut I can’t remember it… I have to ask Judy too about viruses *again*. Hope she doesn’t mind. I want also put that thing where people can post their comments to it *whatever that is*.

 

What else? What else? Umm…my question for the day. If there are microbes that can live without oxygen, are there now microbes in outer space? My next question is about heat. How did the people *whoever they are* figured that this is hot? How can you say that a substance is hot? If you get burned? But what if you didn’t get burned but its boiling water you are touching? Ugh! Getting confused already @_@ gotta stop myself ergh… ja!

 

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